No mRE sidetracks..............

Call me crazy.........


You keep sending out mixed signals or I guess I only saw what I wanted to see............
Why does my heart beat so when I see you......
When does my heart call for you........

I went outta my way to get you to notice me,
Sent out all the right signals but I guess I'm not what you want.
I don't mind really,
It's not the first time.....

I just can't give up hoping I guess
even when I think Ive erased you........
I see myself staring at your window,
Wanting you to notice me,
Hoping I have it all wrong and you do in fact think of me.

I got a text today from some unknown person saying he thinks am cute,
Possibly a prank,
But silently I prayed, hoped and wanted it to be you,
Well it wasn't............
Ofcourse it wasn't........ what was I thinking..........
Life doesnt work that way......... atleast not for me.

I know God sometimes dnt let things go as planned in order to save us from ourselves,
But sometimes the heartache feels so damning that we actuallt don't mind the downfall


I say No Mre sidetracks...........
But my heart knows the truth,
It knows I'm a sucker
and what am really saying is..........
I want you so much it hurts inside.