Shattered!!!!

I've never tried this hard when it comes to what I feel......
So why now,.............

God knows I've sworn to stop,........... but I just can't
Funnie maybe it's because you don't even acknowledge me.............
I've never been on this side of the game...........
I've always got what I wanted................
And right now, Je Pense Que Je Vous Veux.............

Well Ce La Vi............. Que Sera Sera
That's all I can say...........
I'm I a freak for trying or just desparate...............

If not getting back with my ex............
Cutting out from my male friends and basically being unavailable for anyone else but you is being desparate...............
Then I'm guilty of it!!!

It's not so encouraging YOU having so many friends and always being unavailable.........
Jealousy is not my thing,........... I don't play that way,
But 5mins of your time,.......... is all am asking...................

Bullshit!!!!!!!! I don't do the chasing................... never had, and wouldn't start now.
Sending all the right signals,.............
THE CHOICE IS URS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!